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PBAKL 2026

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Hai. Aku nak tulis dalam bahasa melayu untuk post ni sebab malas nak tulis English. Aku sebenarnya tak sangka ada orang masih baca blog aku ni. Tapi benda awam ada kat internet kan. Manalah tahu, sekarang zaman Ai. Siapa je baca blog. Aku sendiri da tak baca blog. Entah sampai bila blog ni akan bertahan ek. Sayang betul post aku da bertahun. Aku cuma datang sini menulis balik sebab benda ni buat aku rasa lapang sikit..kalau tak sempit dan bising otak aku ni. Macam biasa lepas intro meleret baru kita masuk topik asal, Pesta Buku Antarabangsa Kuala Lumpur 2026. Tahun ni aku buat keputusan pergi pesta buku minggu kedua dan berjalan solo. Sebab Syifa Amani di fasa meneroka yang susah nak dikawal dalam stroller. Berdasarkan berapa pengalaman juga, stroller tak sesuai di pesta keramaian macam ni. Itupun aku curi masa waktu lunch kerja kat rumah sebab tak boleh nak cuti. Aku seronok ye kali ni sebab aku masuk ikut pintu yang lain dari biasa. Aku dapat jumpa pameran antarabangsa dan jumpa bany...
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Recognition

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I won an award today. A recognition at work. It leave me speechless that I was nominated and even so win as Brilliance Team. 2 years in this role, I work alone, endure nagging from senior, dealed with hard people and finally find the right people. All the process it is not easy. I once get the sam award with different team, the same Idoc team and people I work with 4 years. But this one is different. Never thought people would appreciate and even notice my hard work. It's all rezeki. Allah SWT mudahkan semua urusan. The reason why we won this is because we handle more than 400k records. Manually. It's definitely not easy. 1am I still wait data to be load. 10 to 20k each time. With the dateline, with the event at the office. We handled it all. And my manager definitely see that. Thank you for being good manager to us. It is just nothing happened magically. Thank you my partner at work. My manager. My teammate. My husband that always understand when I just grab food or tapao inst...
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Ciabatta

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I should start write again. I have a lot in my notes. My mind never been quite anyway. I just have so many excuses on why I stop writing and posting. When my mind become too loud then I decided to write in my notes. Make my head clear. I just need to find a safe space to do it. -- Come to the tittle, yesterday I tried make a ciabatta. Never once try it but it seems easy so I just try. No harm right? It come out delicious. Best sandwich bread. Better than focaccia. So now in my list I want to try English muffin and bagels. Can't wait. I never thought I can make bread now that I can. I'm impressed on myself. 
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Syifa Amani

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Part I : Doa yang Dikabulkan When we got married we decided to plan for our first child. After a year and half we stay with my in law then finally we moved out. That time I have a better pay job, we moved from my in law and rent a house nearby my mom. I have also finally removed my wisdom teeth. So then we finally decided it's time, I stop taking contraceptive pill. Then now become the anxious wait for every late period and pregnancy test. Finally it's Ramadan, time for dua. I Doa sungguh-sungguh Ramadan kali ni supaya Allah SWT perkenan I rasa pengalaman jadi seorang ibu. Few days before raya, I didn't notice that my period is already late by 2 days but it just 2 days so it's normal. A day before I knew I was pregnant, I buka puasa with my colleague. That day I thought I have a migraine and I thought it's sign of menstrual.  So the next day, I feel like buka puasa nasi ayam kunyit, then when it's time for buka puasa the nasi ayam kunyit that used to be so good ...
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I Lost My Dearest Uncle

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I wake up today and feeling surreal, I look outside and it's drizzling. Friday morning. I still can't believe that I lost my dearly uncle yesterday. I stop to rant at Twitter but I still feel like so much in my mind that I want to tell. I want to tell the world how good he is and how close we are. I have a lot of uncles, by blood and non. He is related to us but not directly but he is there for the most part of my life than other people. We are really close. My father and him. So much good memories since I was a kid.  I remember when we go back to our hometown, I will ride with him because my car is too small for us 10 people. I still remember when Raya we will go to his house and he will cook nice meal for us. I still remember that one time we went to kenduri and I ride back with him and he bring me jalan-jalan. I still remember he went to work at Australia and then I ask him to buy me some perfume, he come back and bring me Elizabeth Arden perfume, a small koala bear and also...
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Bye 2021

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It's been a long time. I want to write but I am to lazy to do so. Now, I have time to kill let's pick up where we left of.  After the last post, me counting down 10 days to my wedding day. Alhamdullillah everything went well and better than I expected. Till this day when I wake up and I see my husband beside me I still feel surreal. It's been about 10 months. I live with my in law and it's not as bad or as complicated as people told me. Everything is fine till this day. I have my cat Memey with me. Still not in TTC phase. Go back to my nikah day, we went to have our akad at JAWI. It is just so simple and funny because my husband first two lafaz akad was funny. Yang tau je tau. LOL. Whatever it is, Alhamdulillah SAH. We continue with simple ceremony at my house, just a simple and small wedding but so heart warming to me. My best friends, my favorite people are there, not all but I am thankful and content. The catering food was late and my family is furious but nothing ca...
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10

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 10-days. FAQ.  Apa perasaan?  Bercampur baur. Gembira, sedih, teruja, takut, bimbang. Seribu satu perasaan yang tak mampu diucap atau dipapar melalui wajah. Overly sensitive also. Luckily I am not crying easily. Try to seize the moment. I want to enjoy myself. Counting the day my status will change. All the responsibility and possibility. Nevertheless, I am so grateful and thankful. I am blessed that the love people show me during this time. I learn to give more. I learn the beautiful of Tawakal. Belajar mengikhlaskan banyak benda terutama masa lalu. Learn how to let go. How to be brave how to be strong. Takkan pernah berhenti berdoa dan megharap. I thought telling my father that I want ti get married is the hardest, well it turn out to be a lot easier than the whole journey. 
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