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I start to miss people. I start to reminisce old memories. I have too much time to watch movie and K-Drama. I sleep most of the day. That means I need a job. I am desperate for a job. I really really hope that I get a job by September. I am not much of person who likes to stay at home for too long. 2 weeks is more than enough for me. I am now lack of motivation guys. I need money also. I am desperate. I really hope and pray something good for me soon. I will try my best. That's all I have to say. I know that before I need time. To plan and think everything. To ask myself what I really want, how I much personal development I want to achieve. But right now the only things that matter is money. I need to work, so I can buy a car by 2019. So I can be independent without being dependent. I realize now how hard it is for someone with degree in Psychology to work in the same of field in Malaysia just with a degree. So I don't mind much if the job offers me experience and good pai...

Just something random across in my mind. I just wonder how people actually decided they are ready to get married? Just how in the world you guys can be so brave to tell your parents that you guys are actually ready to hold the responsible as a wife/husband? Umur macam ni da jadi kebiasaan bila tengok kawan-kawan atau kenalan kahwin, bertunang. They just decided that they want to get married. While I'm still asking myself when I actually ready to be a good wife or even good mother if Allah wills. It is important decision to make in your life. A decision with who you want to spend the rest of your life with. I want to get married. I want to see my loved ones everyday. I can't be more excited if he decided to marry me one day. I can't wait for the moment. But I also have a doubt? Does you guys ever have a doubt like me before you guys decided to get married? Because obviusly marriage is not just about 'halal' sex. It is about more than that. Well anyway I'm ...