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One is more than enough.

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Pernah dengar pepatah Melayu yg berbunyi "Orang tamak selalu rugi?" Benar. One is always more than enough. Perasan tak kita selalu mula rasa nak lebih bila kita tak cukup dengan satu. Tak kisah la dalam bentuk apa sekalipun, ada kalanya melibatkan makanan, barang, pakaian, duit atau apa sahaja yg berkaitan. Kita cuba adakan bila tiada, kita berusaha, tapi bila da dapat kita mula merasa tidak cukup dan mahukan lebih. Tanpa kita sedar, di sinilah bermula titik tolak bahagia. Merasa cukup. Being grateful with what we have. Whenever we want more, that's the time we loss. Aku sebagai perempuan, kerap kali merasa mahu lebih apabila melibatkan makanan atau makeup atau pakaian. Sedangkan apa yang ada sudah lebih cukup. Andaikan teringin nak makan cookies subway. Beli satu RM2.00, tapi 3 RM5.00 kesudahannya akan beli 3 sedangkan 1 sudah memadai. Seperti juga tudung dan pakaian, yg akhirnya membawa kepada pembaziran masa, ruang dan wang. Belajar la merasa cukup denga

Untuk kali ketiga

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Hai sayang. *if you are here* bukan lupa tapi lewat. Maaf. ^ω^ Ini ialah untuk kali ketiga. A blog post dedicated to you. It's all started in midnight 18th of October 2014. He started the first move. First move that make me smile from ear to ear. The first move that start all of this, unexpectedly make we fall for each other since then. And the rest is history. Too much to tell, but I will tell when the times come. Jadi, tahun ketiga bersama. Menempuh segala yang datang bersama. I would said we are more matured to get through things now than before. We grow together each day. Mentally, emotionally. Too many things happened between Oct 2016-Oct 2017. Things that make we learn and grow. It is more about our personal growth. I believe 2018 will be incredible and more adventure year ahead. Every moment with you are precious sayang. I love being with you. I love to stare at your face and smile. I never knew I would love someone so much like I love you. If you hurt, I wi

Sabar itu indah

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May peace be upon you. Tonight, I would like to share how beautiful sabr is. To be honest, I'm very impatient person. If I want something, I want to have it right away. Always. If I do something I must be success. Even in my first try. I can't fail. If I'm fail I feel like a loser. I hate uncertainty. I always over think about how things will turn out. I want everything to be perfect. I will be upset and disappointed if something didn't turn well like I've planned. Because of that Allah SWT always tested me with my patient. If He want to give something or if I want something I have to be sabr. I have to fail. I have to cry. I have to work harder. I have to pray harder. Only then, when I'm being sabr and grateful enough Allah SWT will give me something good. I failed in my SPM, first application to university. I went for STPM. Alhamdulillah I got 4.00, be one of the best student in my school and negeri make my parent proud and get the chance to go to UKM major

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Habis sekolah, ditanya tak sambung belajar ke. Lepastu tanya lagi belajar kat mana, kos apa. Habis pula belajar ditanya soal kerja. Lepastu tanya pula kerja mana, gaji berapa. Lepastu tanya pasal kahwin pula. Dah kahwin tanya anak pula.Apa lagi nak tanya nak tau tanya tanya. Ada masa kita kena lihat situasi dahulu sebelum bertanya. Emosi ni bila menganggur. Aku baru menganggur kira-kira sebulan beberapa hari. Konvo pun belum. Saja lah nak berehat di rumah.  Banyak juga komitmen nak dipenuhi. Bukan aku tak usaha langsung. Cuma I need my own sweet time. Bukannya tak apply langsung. Da pergi pun merasa interview. Cumanya belum rezeki lagi. Siapa je tak nak kerja. Nak bayar PTPTN, nak shopping, nak bercuti, nak kahwin. Banyak lagi plan ni. But aku percaya rezeki manusia Allah SWT tentukan pasti ada. Kalau aku tak dapat satu yang ni, mungkin bukan rezeki aku dan bukan yang terbaik. Kadang-kadang yang lambat tu yang terbaik. With usaha of course. Hard work dan doaaaaaa…