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Kenapa kita selalu nak toleh orang yang sanggup jahanamkan kita Yang kita hancur macam mak abah kita tak pernah tatang kita Kita selalu lupa Kita ada harga Sekali lagi kau bilang mahu pergi Sekali lagi kau biarkan aku mati Sekali lagi kau biarkan aku tanpa perasaan Apa kau fikir aku ni haiwan? Tak pernahkah kau tahu betapa aku rindu? Takkah kau peduli apa yang aku mahu? Sampai hati kau pergi  Sampai hati kau biar aku mati Perasaan yang terlalu menakutkan Perasaan yang terlalu menyeramkan  Aku ditinggal di tepi jalan  Aku ditinggal tanpa rakan dan taulan Celakanya perasaan ini Ku fikirkan aku takkan peduli kau pergi  Kau memang lelaki yang harus mati  Sampai hati kau biarkan aku begini bersendiri Ini bukan yang biasa Ini cinta yang ada lainnya  Tapi kau tidak pernah merasa apa yang ku rasa  Kau panggil aku gila Bila kau bilang kau hendak pergi Kau tahu kau sedang mahu ku mati Berapa kali ka...

Sometimes I wonder when was the last time someone ever fall in love for my smile.  For me. For the time I'm being a cheerful girl. For the time I'm happy and beautiful. But above all.  I wonder when was the last time someone ever love me when I'm sad. When I'm vulnerable. It's easy to love someone when they are shine and beautiful. Like you love the moon when they're full. Like when you love sun when sunrise, sunshine or sunset. But do you love just a plain moon at 6 am in the morning? Do you love cloudy, rainy day just like you love day with sunshine? To fall in love with someone with all the good and the bad, the insecurities and vulnerabilities, it can get hard sometimes but that is love. Relationship is more than just love and feelings. Falling in love it's not once, you can fall for someone more than once. You can fall and fall again even when it's sunshine or on rainy day. That is love. 

Seorang lelaki pernah cakap "kau tak cantik, tapi kau comel" some average guy  happened to be just a friend. A 17 year old kid ever said " akak manis, manis yg cantik" just a plain and honest comment without feelings. A 2 year old kid once said "akak cantik" and a few days ago, a group of girl said that "ramai orang minat akak sekarang ni sebab akak cantik". I'm still wonder now am I pretty?  Am I beautiful?  Or am I comel?  Or just a plain potato? I don't know which is good. How you ever define cantik?  Manis?  Atau comel?  Subjektif. Above all. Mungkin apa yg dinilai hanya pada rupa atau tingkah laku yang ada pada kita. Bergantung pada persepsi penilai. Physically penting ke? How personality? What do you think about yourself? Do you have a beautiful personality? Do you feel good about yourself? Everyone is unique and the most important thing is. What do you feel?