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May peace be upon you. *charming kan ~ lol 'But what if I give them a chance but they waste it ?You will met a lot of wrong people in your life . Just take it as a learning process' 'I'm just too AFRAID .. actually , I have Agliophobia . and PISTANTHROPHOBIA'  PISTANTHROPHOBIA is fear of trusting people . Itu lah sebabnya aku sampai dapat 'surat cinta' orang kata aku nampak sombong .  entahla . trust issues aku makin teruk . bak kata Aqila : Don't trust anyone . Untill they give you a good reason that they can be trusted .  Betul lah sakit . Sakit kalau terlalu percaya .bila dah percaya mula mengharap , bila harapan tak dipenuhi mula rasa dikhianati ~~ apa ke teruk sangat kronologi ni . sedih betul cerita . Susah nak percaya orang , susah nak rapat dengan orang . 'Never forget when all the creation left you ,He remained. He always remains. -YasminMogahed'  Padahal kalau orang dah kenal aku ... semua duk kata aku ni bising ...

Assalamualaikum :) Isnin , 18 Februari 2013 . Kami bertuah sebab diberi peluang untuk mendengar ceramah dari Ustaz Syed Abdul Qadir Al-Jofree sekali lagi :)   ini yang saya catit. ralat kat ejaan nama Ustaz .maaf . *Ustaz Syed Abdul Qadir Al Jofree pernah datang pertama kali bagi talk masa Kem Transformasi Diri kami 11 dan 12 jan lepas . Tapi masa tu saya tak fokus ^________^ Jadi Alhamdulillah dapat peluang sekali lagi . Susah tau nak dapat peluang kali kedua . so kalau dapat , grab with both of your hands ! Boleh baca kan ? he he he 'Bila kita berdiri atas dasar kita dah pandai belajar dan belajar lagi sehingga kita rasa tak pandai ' . Dan hari ni saya dapat dengar talk dan ilmu lagi . What I learned : Belajar sebab nak ilmu bukan sebab nak kerja . Pengetua dan Ustaz Abdul Qadir .  last time masa kem . *saya tak tulis pape ~ ************************** Lesson for today . Jangan mudah percaya pada orang . Jangan sesekali . Just jangan !...

You're hard to hug , tough to talk to * All you give me is a hearbeat I've turned to statue And it makes me feel depressed * You don't love, big * deal . I'll never tell you , how I feel You don't love me , not a big deal I'll never tell you , how I feel It almost feel like a joke to play out the part  When you are not the starring role in someone else's heart You know I'd rather walk alone , than play a supporting role  If I can't get the starring role. Sometimes I ignore you so I feel in control Cause really, I adore you , and I can't leave you alone Fed up with the fantasies, they cover what is worng * I never sent for love , I never had a heart to mend Because before the start began, I always saw the end . Tahu tak rasanya ? When you just a supporting role . Hurt much . Want to be starring role but you can't. Penat . penat rasanya jadi supporting role . I will only playing my part when you need me and pu...

Salam alaik. "Hey monitor, ada admire bagi surat cinta" Abe masuk kelas tiba-tiba bagi sampul surat . "Apakah ? bila masa aku ada admire dan bila masa aku bercinta?" Kot yee pun nak kenakan aku kan . "Tak tahu . Haaa . apa kau buat haa sampai ada orang angau siap bagi surat . ?" buat muka tak bersalah pula mamat ni. "Banyak cakap .mana suratnya meh aku tengok ." pelik. Mak ai … ada bedak .zaman bila orang bagi surat letak bedak ni . Bagi la minyak wangi enchanted kea pa ke … bedak siapa lah dia ni ambik.. fuhhh . warna pink . parah ni .. "Rai .. tolong jangan tunjuk orang lain . Aku tak nak ‘dia’ malu" dah tiba-tiba ni kenapa bertukar aura life saver orang ni . "ermmmmmm……" papela. Isi surat tu tak banyak sangat .. Tapi satu je yang penting . Dan nama pengirim buat aku rasa nak pengsan. Serious. “Kita berubah bersama-sama . Kita lalui semua ni bersama . Saya sanggup .Kita bermujahadah sama-sama .Tapi ini perasaan...

Never feared for anything, Never shamed but never free. A laugh that healed the broken heart, With all that it could. Lived the life so endlessly Saw beyond what others see I tried to heal your broken heart With all that I could Will you stay ? Will you stay away forever? How do I live without the ones I love? Time stills turns the pages of the book it's burned, Place and time always on my mind, I have so much to say but you're so far way. Plans of what our futures hold, Foolish lies of growing old, It seems we're invicible, The truth is cold. A final song , A last request , A perfect chapter laid to rest. Now and then I try to find, A place in my mind, Where you can stay You can stay away forever. How do I love without the ones I love? Time stills turns the pages of the book it's burned, Place and time always on my mind, I have so much to say but you're so far way. Sleep tight ...

May peace be upon you. Aqila: Tak payah dengar nanti 'berdarah telinga you' delete je . Me: Tak nak . :D *big grin Aqila melarang tegar saya dari dengar lagu Avenged Sevenfold , tak seperti selalu . Aqila la yang buat saya layan Conor Maynard , Ed Shereen even Bieber dan One Direction .Kenapa tak A7X? Macam biasa saya degil . saya dengar juga :DDDDD Takdela berdarah mana . Tapi memang ada setengah lagu saya rasa nak berdarah telinga dan pecah kepala bila dengar . I know why Aqila tak bagi .  I'm not that type yg layan die hard punya jenis lagu .lol Tapi ...Dear God was kool, I like Here I Go Again . and Hysteria .(so far) Yes . My type : Slow emo . hi hi hi . e.g: DEV ! She's awesome ! (most of them is club song . ) I love Dubstep . (Asking Alexandria ,Steeped Up and Scratched) Not American Average had a cool dubstep . No wonder la Aqila 'kusyuk' betul kalau buat kerja lagi-lagi kalau dengar lagu A7X . Serious , I buat kerja geo sambil dengar . hila...

Why cerebrum memories? Because cerebrum is part of our brain . Cerebrum is a centre for  i)receiving and interpreting impulses from sensory neurones. ii)initiating motor responses iii)mental abilities like learning ,memorizing , reasoning,speech,thinking and personality traits iv) controlling voluntary actions which are under conscious control and involves voluntary muscles, for example , walking, running, writing, and singing. 13 Februari 2013. Perpustakaan Negara , Nono queuing up for photostat. an hour later . She still queuing up . Sebab yang kerja situ haritu abang tu seorang je selalu ada dua orang kakak . Me and Mary decided to buy a card for photostat RM19 for 200 copy .It's worth compared to our energy wasted queing up~  suddenly ... a moment . Yup . mula-mula tak faham , tapi bila fikir . ada masa kita tak boleh nak just give up je , kita perlu juga perjuangkan kebahagiaan kita sendiri . "Takpelah biarlah" sometimes GOOD sometimes NOT . *I st...

“Hai makwe" “Er, hello pak cik " “Ha ha . Mak cik , hari ni 14 Februari " “So ?” “Hari Kekasih . V-day ? " “Oh okay then …what’s wrong?” “It’s wrong . " “I tahu . Benda kalau dah dibiasakan , boleh jadi budaya . Kalau budaya baik takpela juga . Ini budaya ntahpape . Dengan pengaruh media nowadays , mem-bim-bang-kan” geleng kepala. “Hahaha. Apa gaya dah macam nak tulis karangan ni ‘membimbangkan’ ha? " “Tapi betul kan . " “Yes kalau tak diatasi .Rosak la bangsa " “Kata orang dia pun lebih kurang . Karangan Bahasa Melayu level SPM punya jargon .haha” “Bolehla takde la karat sangat kan ? haha. Okay about V-day ni , kesian tengok budak-budak sekarang , orang sambut dorang sambut padahal dorang tak tahu apa-apa pun sejarah pasal V-day tu” Angguk-angguk “Couldn’t agree more. Inilah masalah sekarang , orang buat kita nak buat . Rasa benda tu best nak try, rasa benda tu ‘kool’ nak ikut . Benda salah betul pun dah tak boleh beza . Sebab s...

Penat dah cakap biar gambar pula cakap. tempat Perpustakaan Negara Malaysia . Hari Rabu . Tarikh 13 Februari 2013. Masa 11pagi-6 Petang. Why we love PNM ? Buku . Bahan Rujukan . Makanan Murah . Aman . Sejuk .Selesa . WIFI free:D Zuwin dan  Zurina  'Hi IMY ' 'Hi This lady is missing you too' NONO MARY selekeh .kbai

Assalamualaikum . Dengan Nama Allah Yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Mengasihani. Amin: Kak Mida kenapa suka ambil Amin ? Amin rimas la. Kak Mida: Sukahati lah , sebab Amin comel ^_^  Selasa lepas . Kan cuti kan ? Jadi Ayah bawa kami adik-beradik pergi Taman Tasik Titiwangsa untuk beriadah . Selalunya memang tak sempat la sebab mida pun selalu balik sekolah lambat , ada masa tu sabtu ahad pun sekolah . So , masa dan peluang yang ada . Apa lagi . Mari kita sihatkan @ kuruskan badan ^_^  Er.... Mende lu minah ? LOL  العقل السليم يأتي من الجسم السليم Akal yang sihat datang dari Badan yang sihat . Rasulullah SAW juga menggalakkan kita bersukan . Sunnah Rasulullah SAW tau bersukan ni  . Rasulullah SAW bersabda : Bersukanlah aku tak suka orang lain tengok keterbatasan dalam agamamu . Yeashhh . Sukan yang paling digalakkan ada tiga . Memanah , Berkuda dan Berenang . (dan sedihnya ketiga-tiga ni saya tak reti buat :( . Insha Allah satu hari nanti saya belajar . ) Meman...

Assalamualaikum peeps. Sebenarnya memang dah lama dah niat nak update entri pasal Syukur, Nikmat ni semua .. tapi disebabkan idea belum ditakat tepu ... saya biarkan ianya berlalu hampir 4 hari .. Alhamdulillah , hari ni dah sampai takat tepu .. jadi tanpa menunggu lagi ..saya teruslah mula menaip .. Dan sebelum tu saya nak share satu cerita yang saya baru je baca pagi tadi ... Mind to read? Ada pengajaran yang boleh kita ambil .. Book tittle : A Son For A Queen . from A Daily in a Life series . Written by : Naima Gany Shaik Dawood . Bismillahirrahmanirrahim ..Bacalah dengan Nama Allah ... Cerita ini tentang Permaisuri Zainab dan Raja Muzaffar yang tinggal di sebuah kerajaan yang bernama Al-Habshi. Mereka tidak mempunyai anak untuk mewarisi takhta mereka dan mereka semakin tua . Mereka merupakan pemerintah yang sangat baik dan disenangi rakyat . Rakyat turut berdukacita tentang keadaan mereka yang tidak mempunyai anak , ramai yang menawarkan anak mereka untuk dijadikan anak angkat tet...

Hello , Hi . and May Peace Be Upon You ols. Have you ever wondered which hurts the most? Saying something and wishing you hadn't?  Or saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them . If you do, they might break your heart. If you don't, you might break theirs. Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't . You can't tell your heart what to do. It does its own.... when you less suspect it, or even when you don't want it to. Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other people was to afraid to love? Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much....too fear that other person does not care as much , or even at all.  Have you ever denied your feelings for someone for some...

Assalamualaikum .  Happy Chinese New Year especially for 6 Atas Murni Beloved Muet Teacher . Mr. Lok Hon Seng . Thanks for the 'limau mandarin' ... We love you sir . You're so nice to us. Maafkan saya sebab selalu cari gaduh dengan sir dan buat sir menjerit .lol . That's my favourite things to do .You're the best . Thanks and I'm sorry for everything :D hehehe  Dear Hafizah Achmad Damli ... Adik saya lagi seorang ni nak pergi MRSM Pengkalan Hulu ... It's never been easy to say goodbye .. But it doesn't mean we can't say Hi again .. I'm gonna miss you ...a LOT. 2 tahun .... with coop thingy and 'rumah ungu' ... kawad and everything .. Umi dah pergi :( Akak tak sempat nak ucap selamat tinggal . Akak tak sempat nak kacau dia ...nak dengar dia gelak :( Adik-adik akak sorang-sorang pergi ...Akak je kat gombak setia lagi .. ...Ehsan setia kat Gombak Setia ni ^^ that's so called my  kroni :D Good Luck Fieza .. Untuk Umi juga yang akak...

May peace be upon you peeps . Yes . I'm letting it go . Let it all go . Go away . I should . If I'm not , by all thats mean I'm hurting myself. Just let everthing go , Dear Heart . Dah jangan simpan lagi . sakit kan??? Lepaskanlah .Ikhlaskanlah . Mereka tak rasa apa-apa , kau saja yang menderita .Ikhlaskan segala perasaan . Ikhlaskan . Lepaskanlah dengan reda sayang . Biarkan ia pergi .  ' Let's fate fare you better'. . That's me . I'm a loud person. I'm a happy go lucky girl who will smile untill my cheeks hurt if I'm happy .but if I go silent .  . That's mean I'm sad . I can't stop thinking about something . Something that bothers me inside and out.  'I'm finding solace in my own iron jail so please stay outta my way' I miss you . Yes I do . So much . But I just keep it to myself cause I'm afraid that you might not feel the same . I'm just afraid . Afraid of myself . Afraid that you will go ...

Please forgive me for my sin, Cuz in your arms is not where I felt I should've been , why didi I give you this burden ? I'm asking myself how we got in this position. It's nice to know you still care, it comforts me . It's nice to know you'll be there still listening to me and I'm Sorry , I didn't know what came over me , maybe I just needed some time to see, Sorry , this isn't how it's supposed to be . Forgive me. The cuts heals deep beneath the skin, So I've gotta treat the wounded deeper deep within , But it's better now than never, Half a decade of our pain and pleasure Its nice to know you still care , it cpmforts me , It's nice to know you'll be there , just for me .. and I'm Sorry , I didn't know what came over me . Maybe I just needed some time to see . Sorry ,this isn't how it's supposed to be .. Forgive me . There is so much I really want to tell . I just can't . Big ...

Assalamualaikum . Rindu . Tapi tak tahu nak cakap macam mana . Sayang . Tapi takut . Takut ....Takut untuk berdepan dengan semua benda . Takut .....Kalau saya tak cakap mungkin melukakan hati saya . Kalau saya cakap akan lukakan hati awak . Marah ? Tak juga . Lebih kepada kecewa , sedih , geram. Saya cuba tabah . Saya cuba abaikan tapi rasa tu tetap ada. Sekali lagi saya takut . Saya takut dengan semua benda yang saya tak sanggup nak rasa lagi . Awak.....nak tahu kenapa ? Sebab awak datang tiba-tiba macam Mary Poppins jatuh dari langit . Kemudian awak pergi tiba-tiba. Saya tak suka... Tak suka macam tu . Saya tak nak cakap tapi kena cakap juga . Maaf . Maaf. Maaf. Kenapa ? Awak , saya nak minta tolong... Jangan pergi lagi .Boleh ?? Itu je saya minta. Biarlah sampai bila-bila macam ni saya tak kisah . Cuma jangan pergi lagi tanpa ucap selamat tinggal . Tak sanggup dah nak rasa sakit tu . Tak sanggup awak . Awak .... Terima Kasih .Terima Kasih ....

Assalamualaikum peeps :')  okay I'm trying to improve . Yeashhh is not pretty or cute macam azreenchan punya . I know that I'm not that creative ....yet my hand not that smooth . But I still love drawing ^_____^ Okay . isu poligami semakin menjadi-jadi dalam kelas kami  ... Semua nya mula masa kelas Pengajian Am ... Cikgu: Cuba letak depan anak awak nanti buku dengan game tengok dia pilih apa. Me: Saya letak Al-Qura'an cikgu. Cikgu: Tengok ni Rusli calon pilihan isteri solehah Me:Cikgu Rusli dah ada pilihan lain . Cikgu: Takpe . Quota ada 4. Me: Saya tak rela dimadukan cikgu . Cikgu:Selalu orang yang tak nak ni lah yang senyap-senyap dapat. Me:Nauzubillahimin zalik . It's not that aku anti poligami . Masih lagi ianya sunnah nabi . I know that . Aku tahu . Tapi monogami juga sunnah Nabi . Sepanjang hidup Saiditina Khadijah 15 tahun Nabi berkahwin dengan Saiditina Khadijah Nabi tak pernah mendoakan Saiditina Khadijah ..... Nabi juga monogami lebih lam...

May peace be upon you people .    Yeshhh .....Sabtu lepas , saya , mary , zurina , shera , aqila , nono and jubair ... telah beesama-sama meluangkan masa menyambut seruan kerajaan Amalan Membaca Amalan Mulia *_* bagus kan kami .. Nak jadi macam Ikon Membaca Kebangsaan Tun Dr Mahathir Mohammad . merata gambar dia kat Perpustakaan Negara u'ols . Yes we are HERE ' Perpustakaan Negara Malaysia' ...  Tujuan kami ke sini bukanlah sebenarnya menyambut seruan kerajaan tetapi mencari bahan untuk PBS pengajian Am dan Sejarah .. Fuhhhh . baru lah tahu ada bangunan baru . Kalau tak sebab nak cari bahan kerja kursus memang tak la nak jadi budak skema lepak kat perpustakaan . Penuh meja  Ni lepas jumpa bahan sebelum tu melilau cari bahan . Punya la besar tempat tu . Memang boleh juling mata nak cari kod buku yang kita nak .  free make up . dah takde masa aku nak berlawa-lawa nak pergi perpustakaan .Buat serabut je .... hua hua. Selepas 4 tahun tak jejak kaki kat sini ...